Sometimes I wonder, how long can I let things happen??
I wonder , how different things are now than things were then..
Sometimes I wonder, why do I not protest
When I am hurt and my heart isn’t at rest!
Sometimes I wonder, where had it all gone wrong??
I wonder when did I miss that beautiful song
Sometimes I wonder, where did I lose You as a friend!!
Sometimes I wonder, if only this pain could end…
Sometimes when I feel like opening up my heart to You
It is then I am afraid I can’t trust myself even
For certain things are best buried deep inside my heart….
It is better the way things are rather than giving them a new start!!
Tired of figuring out I focus on a lesson I learnt
Learning it the hard way, a part of me was burnt...
A lesson that I know I will never forget
Having made this choice I know I won’t regret!!
Difficult it is still and difficult it will always be
Remembering about those times the way you were there for me…
Each one of those memories I have in my own way treasured
Looking back at those I know our friendship hasn’t withered…
When I was hurt, I knew something once beautiful between me and you is seriously wrong!!!
All this time I have bore the pain in my heart and ever since got strong…
Getting over the pain and moving on is just a matter of time…
To realise that it always was, only took me this long!!
