I Dont Know Why!!

This morning I woke Up at 5:00,not my usual time to rise up nowadays;It was a habit long compromised,since the day I left our college! But today as I opened my eyes,still half asleep I had the thoughts"BUS WILL ARRIVE AT 6:30 AT MY STOPPAGE,GOT TO GET THERE ASAP" or will miss another day of fun;With this in mind I immediately got back my senses,on looking around I found something that broke my heart,
NO! these surroundings aren't the ones I was used to while going to college;YES!! Indeed I was at the luxurious cozy enclosure of my sweet home and was still sitting on my bed! But suddenly I realised I was alone,lonely,neither the wake-up alarm tones from my roommates nor the usual "ABEY UTHUNU BEY COLLEGE JIBANIKI AJI" to tell to my bed partner! There was no one else in the room but me.I felt very uneasy at the happenings and then a train of memories flooded my brains,and with each of them I began to realise how much my college,my friends(and our teachers)too,the hostel life of 2 years at Patia and Vss Nagar each one of them meant to me.And I didn't want to stop those thoughts;
After all,these were priceless treasures exclusively mine,I will not say unique,because luckily there were lots of friends to share with,whether it be bunking class or escaping from college midday,be it naughtiness inside the class,or sleeping during lectures,be it teasing,be it playing pranks,or be it back stabbing teachers(Hey! we never tried this one ever)but we made fun of all of them hahahaha at their back of course!!!
I was hell yes enjoying my college days! I never thought I will write about my college,never thought that thinking of those days,those moments,those friends would ever stir me up this way! Someone has rightly said "It is always at the end of something that we realise how beautiful the beginning was!"And yes this I can in fact, all of us I know at my heart can stand up and proudly say "I have been the first batch of REC,I have seen its inception,the steady build up,the gradual change and beautifying surroundings;I have lived through four glorious years of my life being a part of REC that unfortunately will never ever come back again to be relived.Happy or sad,this is a bitter fact!!
MISS YOU ALL DEAR FRIENDS

A Greeting Not Long Before Being Forgotten

O my dearest friend!
I wish you were here with me now.
So that I could greet you on your birthday
But I moan and am sad to think you are not near me
Yet I hope there will be a time whenWe meet each other and find ourselves to ourselves very near So that both me and you can talk and simultaneously hear
About our past days and sweet memories
When we tried to our beautiful thoughts cherish!
But O my friend please dont forget as it is a fact very clear
That to a true friendship,there is really no end near......

My Thoughts!

If You Love Someone Madly & Some Other One Loves You Madly,Who Would You Choose?
Did it ring a bell?It sure did for me when one evening my cousin asked me this question conditioning my answer should not hurt anybody!!!!
And this is all I could say:
Love is all about giving and not expecting the return.So definitely in the first place it seems that the person you love madly matters the most to you,but yet again in this matter expressions are not to be neglected.It is said that thoughts and feelings remain forever as such unless converted into words and expressed rightly.It is here that the person who loves you madly comes into the picture.There are innumerable examples that prove true love has stayed incomplete due to lack of expressions!
Hence even if you know that the person loves you madly, it is the expression of her love that is most important both for you and for her.It is important for her because she will feel confident that she had let her feelings out to her beloved and it will matter to you because you have got to convince her optimistically and let the truth dawn upon her that you are in love with another person politely so that she does not go on to do something that is not expected of her!
You have to make her believe that love is all but to give give and give.You got to confide her that the truth is that the world is as it is because it stands on hope,faith and trust among people and that the person who loves you madly will remain as good a friend as trustworthy and caring like no oher in your life and no matter how fortunate you will be in your pursuit of love,that the person who loves you madly will remain a friend to you and you will always be there for her as a friend to fall back upon in times of despair.
Hence both are equally important in their own places and to say who is more important to choose is like asking the fiery sea as who matters to you the most-The innumerable tiny rivers that as friends make you who you are!or The shores and the beach which bear your continuous hamering with unruly waves like a patient observer and yet loving you more and more with your every blow!!

My Solitude My Angel

I see thousands of questions in her eyes
A beautiful maiden she has grown upto agewise
Her beauty of silence,her charm of excellence
Her smile of innocence,her talks of no nonsense
Sometimes makes me wonder
At an age as her's so tender
How can one be so mature!!

When I am alone with her
She speaks of no other person whoever
Yet for me she wishes so playfully
And blesses me always joyfully
With her my time flies by which I spend
I wish then that time had had no end!!

At my times of wildest joy
Tears of happiness together we silently cry
And at times of heartbreaking sorrow
She gives me a ray of hope for tomorrow
I know not whether it is destiny or mere coincidence
In her company I always get back my lost confidence
For me she means more than a heavenly angel
Without her I know for sure my life would be like hell!!

My Beauty In Motion

Alone looking at the night sky
To understand your motion when I try
I fail to interpret or to reason why
Could you tell me oh ageless beauty
Among patches of clouds dark and white
Who are you searching for?
You seem to me as if you are in a hurry
Is there anything that is making you worry!

As I stand and look at you from far away
The breeze silently whispers as if to say
Isn't she beautiful in her gait?
To which I reply, Stop!Let me fill my eyes with heavenly pleasure wait!
I see you engulfed in an aura of your own
I wonder what I would do when you are gone?

The wind,the trees,the stars and the flowers
All are happily humming in one choir
The music of love,which seems to stretch to eternity
I know my waiting wont go empty
I believe you wont disappoint,but promise me one thing,promise me to return soon
To me watching you is a boon
Dont be late,keep your promise
Oh! beautiful moon.